shoot. I usually never vent, but I guess I am now. I feel kinda stupid for doing this but eh. but just like has been going down hill and I hate spring. I seriously hate spring and summer. Everything bad happens and just a lot of bad memories. It sucks and I just want to sleep all day and do nothing like at all. I go to therapy a lot already and it helps, but everything is so darn hard. It gets better, I know, but everything has been bad for like a year now and its just getting worse. I don't have much at all that keeps me from death. I hate having these issues and just being told im to young to know anything. But im gonna stop here so that way I don't cry. shoot.
its just a vent ill be fine. I feel bad for posting my problems. Spring and summer suck. Winter and fall are the best. ill just drown my sorrows by listening to Marina and The Diamonds.
