✧ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ✧ I can't sleep. I hate sleeping. The dark scares me so much, even before the panic attacks started. I can't breathe, I'm scared, I'm so scared that one day I'll just.. disappear. That I'll be no more. That the darkness within and without will come back a suffocate me once and for all. ✧ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ✧ This isn't one of those 'little kid' fears. I'm not scared of the monster under my bed or the evil man in my closet. No, I'm scared of what's waiting for me in the darkness around me at night. I never sleep anymore, and I'm finding it harder and harder to pay attention to people. ✧ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ✧ Remix this if you feel the same way. If you feel like others might feel the same way. ✧ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ✧ I bet 90% of you will be too scared to put this on your profile. To admit one of your darkest fears. ✧ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ꊞ ○ ✧