normally i wouldnt vent here but i dont want anybody to see this tbh
i hate myself so much like it's the worst thing all i can do is cry and im a huge disappointment to my family and my friends are all annoyed with me or never talk to me and idk what to do im sick and i feel like im gonna puke everything i do makes me want to curl up in a ball and never talk to anyone again because ill just push them away so please dont try to make me feel better i just needed to get that out there
