Edit: Hi, this is MTT from the future. This website keeps bringing me back. My new account is @IssunFuyu. https://scratch.mit.edu/users/IssunFuyu/ I AM DONE. I AM TYPING THIS IN A BLIND FIT OF RAGE. (Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating, but I am angry as Helheim!)
See the title? See the drawing I hastily did in vector? I am out. I am so done. I apologize in advance for sounding rude or ungrateful, I am aware that I'm probably not thinking straight and will regret this is the morning. I am angry with my programs, with school, with myself. I am not feeling sorry for myself, I am ENRAGED with myself. I like myself as a person, but I'm more angry at my feelings, at my lack of motivation. No, scratch that! I open FireAlpaca, feeling amazing and motivated with a clear idea of what I'm going to do and how I'll go about it. Fast forward a few minutes, after I've quickly drawn the sketch for the first frame, and that previous zeal and passion? Gone. I feel suddenly tired, even anxious. I close FireAlpaca, discarding the sketch. I want to be active on here, I want to have a Youtube channel, but I can't maintain it, I cannot keep a posting schedule! And I know you mean well if you're about to go into the comments, typing support, and I really appreciate that you care, but please, don't press enter. I don't want support, in search of a better term. I just want to tell everyone what's going on, because it's so much easier to rant on in a text box than actually expressing my feelings through talking and whatnot. I want to SCREAM, KICK, AND STAMP MY FEET! I WANT TO YELL MY HEART OUT, AND SLAM THE DOOR! I WANT TO HAVE A FULL BLOWN TANTRUM LIKE A LITTLE TODDLER! But I won't, even if I was all alone and no one was watching. I simply can't bring myself to it. So, @OliveArt ... If this mention thingy works, and you can see this, I'm dropping out of the Toes map. I have done three quarters of my part, but I just...! Can't finish...! If this doesn't work, I'll probably comment saying I'm dropping out. So yeah. I'm actually quitting. No fake outs, no returns. I'm done. Go follow my DA, , that's where the good stuff is.
