hi yes i feel like crap physically, mentally a n d emotionally the holy trio am i right anyway whenever i post something lately, it's something i pretty much forced myself to finish (: because lately i feel like everything i've been doing has turned out terrible and honestly?? i hate it have i had breakdowns because of it?? yep am i on the verge of possibly having one as im typing this?? yep and oh boy im back to thinking everyone i know hates me and that im a disappointment and then theres a problem that ive never rlly mentioned here i get picked on at school sometimes but havent spoken up and whenever i try to tell my mom about it, she just makes a joke out of it and i dont know what to do. if i say something the person doing it will just make it worse and im the only person he does it to and then ive just been feeling useless bc i cant do much currently because of my knee, but thats not rlly an issue because i usually feel like that anyway ((: and i hate ranting to my irl friends and girlfriend because they all have their own problems and i dont want them to have to listen to mine too
