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Click the flag... and lo and behold my BC/LC RP character, Logan (L for short). AKA the tragic BloodClan healer. Inspiration: No, not Logan Paul. In 2017-2018, there was this one kid in fifth grade called Logan (AKA @PersonDatDoNotCare) who liked me. Of course, like the stereotypical Tsundere I am, I was really mean to him once I found out. There were many mean actions including kicking him and getting him permanently banned from Scratch. I regretted my actions only after the 5th grade graduation ceremony (we were going to different middle schools and thus would never see each other again) and reminisced for the whole summer. February 2nd, 2019, I really saw him again for the last time. I was so shameful of myself that I forgot to apologize about what I did -- another regret that stays with me to this day. So I made this character, L, to basically serve as a memory. Who knew that this character would become so developed, staying with the RP since it started up! Character Backstory: Originally born to kittypets Luke and Ashley, L and his sister Lucy were raised in a Twoleg family until two moons old, when the owners put Logan and Lucy up for adoption. L was unwanted, and dumped onto the streets to die. Scourge, then leader of BC, found him whimpering beside a trash can on the street and decided to take him into BC. Simplified RP Arc: L starts out in the RP as an ambitious fighter who longes to be second-in-command and fight beside Scourge. However, he and Midnight (later his best friend) are soon pitted against each other in a fight that will determine their ranks. Midnight wins, and L is instead appointed healer of BC. He participates in the first battle, in which he takes Hydroheart and Silverfur's lives and saves Ghost's. L becomes Ghost's mate, but after the Second Battle, gets kidnapped by Sleetstar and forced for information. Upon being released, Logan is confessed to by Currentwhisper, who seduces him into agreeing to be mates. Ghost is furious and attempts to kill herself, but L stops her and repairs their relationship. In the Third Battle, a furious L seeks revenge and defaces Currentwhisper, who then again guilt-trips him into healing her. L gets in trouble with Scourge because of this, and loses his trust for a long time. He is later 'sold' to Sleetstar alongside Midnight as a part of the NightClan plan, and is mentally tortured for information. Upon his escape, L and Midnight return to BC. Misfortunes strike Logan throughout the entire RP arc, such as losing three healer trainees to either dogs or LionClan and having Ghost be kidnapped by Twolegs (Ghost returns later). Hallucinations of the cats he'd killed constantly haunt him. Logan is finally unable to stand the grief and jumps into a river. He somehow survives, realizing that BC needs him, and returns. He is again struck by grief upon discovering Ghost's dead body, also lost to dogs, but this time holds up. He loses yet another trainee, Cherry, however stays strong, knowing that BloodClan can't lose him again. A few moons later, the tragedy and losses finally get to him. He takes some poppy seeds to reduce his misery and soon becomes dependent on them, though knowing that they are slowly, slowly destroying his soul... Quotes: "My paws are for saving lives and not taking them." "Now everyone can be happy..." Personality: As stated in bio- Dark and sadistic to everyone except the ones he trusts After development- Insecure, has minor depression (can get serious depending on the situation), slightly schizophrenic, soft-hearted, passionate, has great humor at times, often unintentionally hurts others with his words