咲く絶望 || CHAPTER 1

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咲く絶望 | BLOOMING DESPAIR CHAPTER - 1 'The Ultimate Luck, Despair, and Disease.' --------------- POV: Nagito Komaeda. --------------- I'd lay down in my cottages' bed, staring into the trash can, blood and flowers filling it up to the brim, gosh, ti was sickening just feeling the aching pain of coughing up that much to the point the trashcan is unable to process that very amount. ... ... Ah, where are my manners? I am Nagito Komaeda. The Ultimate Lucky Student. Yes, yes, it's an odd talent, but I truly am lucky to have it, even to be here.. in this nightmare, one that I cant wake up from unless it all ends. All of it.. I dont expect any drastic changes, nor anyone to care for me. In my case, it's better off if I die, I've got too many diseases anyw- .. Then, a sudden knock on the door, a faint voice echoing from the hallway into my very cottage. "..Komaeda?" The voice called out my name, it took me a moment to recognize the voice.. Hajime! I quickly got up, hid the trash in the corner, all my hope going into he wouldn't see the disgusting green-navy flowers and oily liquid which was hot pink blood piling up into the trashcan. I walked up to the door, and hesitantly opened it, the sound of the door creaking released a heavy, uncomfortable 'HRRRRRRCK' throughout my cottage. Despite the creak causing a chill up both of our spines, I softly smiled, and waved. "Hello, Hajime. Why must you be here?" ... At that moment, Hajime looked down at the floor, waiting for me to say something ti stop the sudden silence. "Ah, would you like to come in?" I smiled, putting my hand down, opening the door wider, causing an even more eerie creak across the dorm, echoing through a few cottages, as it was both quite audible and scary. I sat down on the edge of my bed, and signal Hajime to sit down beside me, him hesitantly following. ... ... ... After that, silence. Just silence. What always came after silence was despair. Yes, despair. Despair was always something I can't avoid, although hope was what I relied on. Hope. Hope hope hope hope hope. ... ... ... Suddenly, a disturbing question broke that silence. "Nagito, please, answer truthfully, did you get infected?" Yes, I was right. Despair. The only thing possible to break silence is despair. ... ... ... ... I nodded, and shakily said, "..I have.. for a while.. since the motive came out... I was infected. I only have a few days left.. I'm sorry." Hajime stared at me, with a shocked look. But it was true. It's been a good amount of months. I only have literally one day left. At sundown, I'm done for. I don't wanna say when directly to Hajime, it'd just break him more than already. Hajime ran off, crying in complete silence. ... ... ... It was sundown. It was all over for me. I had a good round, diseases toppling on diseases. Haha, luck wont last forever though, will it? I'm sorry, Hajime. I couldn't tell you. I guess I truly am one-sided in this case.. Hajime.. I.. "i.. love you.." ... ... .. . . . . . . || THE END. ||