just a little teen vent so as you probably dont know i am the worst possible thing at basketball and one of my 'friends' decided to tell EVERYONE this and my team treated me like i didnt exsist at first one peson passed to me and then once someone on the opposite team grabbed it before i could, he realised, 'well that persons (speaking about me) useless' and no one passed it to me after that. the other team didnt bother defending me because they knew no one would pass to me. and then my friend (who may or may not do scratch) said that their team was doing the exact same thing to them and it seemed like they were trying to beat me at being useless by trying to be more useles?! and then another team called me the 'bag' because i was weighing the team down. that didnt help my self confidence but the 'friend' who kept saying i was the worst said they were sorry but i dont think she meant it. i dont think they cared if i felt as if she didnt want me on the team. i mean, i knew she didnt want me on the team but she couldve tried to be a bit nicer about it. because i felt bad. i still feel bad. i feel like ive left the team down. i think i did. but it doesnt help when no one cared. the oppoing team of course didnt care about me. but my team didnt care if i was there or not. my friends didnt care. i dont think the 'friend' does either. i dont think she ever did. i dont think anyone ever did. and please dont say 'oh but this happens to everyone just go and talk to the friend' because she wouldnt care shell just say 'im sorry if i offended you by not passing to you' because i dont want to make it seem like i dont like her. because she can be a nice friend ... sometimes
