Theyre all angry at me... i dont know why... i think one of thems leaving partly because of me.... they wouldnt support my friend in her time of need.... they didnt care... i dont think they ever did.... its all falling apart.... she says she doesnt need friends... i thought we could trust each other.... i guess ... not... i guess.... im all alone... .... again.... And Its All My Fault .... I ruined everything.... I dont want to anymore.... Im causing all this.... I should just stop... I should give up.... I cant anymore... Its all falling... Im falling... Trapped... Staying where i am... Watching everyone suffer... Because of me.... Again....
