So, I finally built up the courage a month ago to talk to my parents about my sexuality. So, I live with my grandma and father ((court law)) and, my grandma had explained the sexualities to me, even though I knew them already, which she didn’t know. We were in Oregon, visiting one of her friends. We were walking back up to the house when I told her. I said to her, “Hey, grandma, there’s something I’ve been meaning to tell you.” She replied with a simple, “Yes, sweetheart?” I took a deep breath and said, “Since you explained the sexualities to me a few months back, I think I’ve come to see my own. I’m bisexual.” She was quiet for a few moments, before answering, “Honey, your too young to know.” That made me somewhat upset, but I said nothing more. My father dosent know... I’m really terrified of telling him. When my grandma told me I was too young to know, it made me feel a bit upset. Did she accept me? Is she homophobic? I didn’t know what to think! Now we’re in the present. On Friday we went to the farmers market. She gave me $40 to spend. I found a pride bracelet, fan, and glasses. When I came back to her, I read the look in her eyes. My anger was boiling. “Are you homophobic? Are you upset of me buying pride items?” I asked her, anger edging my tone. She told me no, that she wasn’t, it was just that it was $18 all together ((xd I guess it was expensive for 3 items—)) I realize I was stupid in that moment. I hope she forgot about me telling her, but she dosent forget easily. I don’t know how she’ll react in the future if I’m lesbian, but, I’m staying bisexual for now. I’m writing this because... I need somewhat support.. I need to come out to my dad, but I’m just so frightened! He’s a scary man when he wants to be...
