You know I know I messed up a lot yes and you know who you are but that doesn't give you the right just because you hate me for the mistakes I did doesn't give you the right to talk bad about me to other people behind my back that hurts a lot you know yeah i have messed up I lost friends because of it but you don't have to be rude about it do you know what ive been going through no because your busy with your life i'm not trying to be rude but what you said behind my back hurt yes I know I can't fix our friendship or anyone elses that I messed up with but still if you want to talk behind my back don't do it here you can do it in your art for all i care but you know it's not right and it hurts i never meant to hurt you or anyone else but i can't fix that and im sorry but im going to stay here whether you like it or not you arent going to stop me from venting my feelings or making me stop doing something i love most you bring me down and ill just come back up im going to restart a new and nothing is going to stop me
im going to take a break for now though
