10/12/19 my soul/heart/throat is hurting and urging me to sing omg. I can't, my mum's on the phone and I embarrass myself!!!!! Why????? Uhhh... btw weird things started happening on exactly a month till my birthday. Plus, last night I had a dream I found a scale on my right leg. FYI The full moon is on the 12/12 and apparently mermaids get affected by it, I think I got affected by the last new moon as I had the worst headache EVER (in my history)