i just feel like most of my friendships are one sided i mean i know it mostly just my anxiety talking but i just all my friends are friends and somhow im not a part of thier social cirles l can look on somones profile and they would tag a hecc ton of my friends but not me i know it just sounds like im being bratty of somthing but i really just want good friends but it just seems to get harder and harder for me i know i have fans fawning over me but i dont want to be friends with somone who treats me as an idiol beacuse i would just put them in the situation im in now i just want somone to treat me as an equal (and also stays up late at night so i can chat qwq)
