OK so...... I hate 2020, It's officialy my worst year ever and it just started! wow I really hate how as soon as I started 2020: 1. Grades dropped 2. Can't see my friends 3. Lost internet friends at the speed of light 4. Finals,(which I have NO IDEA what anything is because I was absent for a week) 5. Friends are ignoring me 6. got stuck in a bathroom after new years 7. I have 200 things to do 8. Everyday something goes wrong 9. *ANXIETY Joined the Game* 10. People are spreading rumors about me 11. Netflix might remove my favorite series 12. *Happiness Has Left The Game* 13. I have no reasons to keep going 14. RESPONSABILITY 15. I'm alive... 16. Han is leaving 17. (I know this happened last year but, im going to mention it anyways) HeartAche is gone 18. Messages are empty 19. I hate myself 20. Pressure 21. School 22. Something feels off 23. I'm losing my creativity 24. SAD 25. I'm losing touch with my characters 26. STRESS 27. I'm moving this year 28. This year entering High School 29. NOT getting a cat 30. My Family treatin me like a rat 31. No... just no... Only two good things have happened this year which are keeping me Alive at this point: 1. got a baby Garfield plush 2. I completed Pokemon Sword
At this point i'm planning on quitting.... and this time it isn't a joke, I'm really tired of failling everywhere and the only thing I do right is make a fool of myself.
