"keep falling on a loaded gun" ... Please don't worry about me, it makes it harder when people care about me. :') Please do not scroll down any further I really need help. I am kinda giving up on myself and I am finding life hard to bear anymore. And yet, every day, I have to pretend that every single thing in my life is fine - at school, at home, everywhere, and this is getting really hard. When I look at myself in the mirror, all I see is a fat, ugly stupid blob of poop who is pointless and the only thing which I can do to help anyone is stop existing. The voices in my head are getting louder. When I tell someone, I feel like I'm making everything up and I'm lying, even though I know I'm not. Lately, I've been feeling a bit better, but that's only because I'm not at school, which starts in 7 days. PLEASE HELLP ME.
Art - me, made in Krita Music - Vera Blue - x Greenpeace - Like I Remember You Static GIF from Google
