I feel numb and i really can’t think right now but i really want people to understand me and really know who i am and who i was. I never really vent to people but i really need to so. I just found out that my bio parents are out of prison and i am terrified and i really need to cry to someone who won't judge and talk to me but it feels like none would do that also my mom asked me the other day “do you feel numb or something! “I stood their trying not to cry and then she said “i guess so ,do even feel bad for what you did ,do you even realize your turning into your birth mom by doing stuff like this. Do you understand!?”.I just nodded and walked into the bathroom and started crying I really can’t feel anything like happiness or joy if it looks like it it's just a mask of a actor. I really can’t feel.. I want people to understand the trama i went thru
(and if you didn't know i was adopted...) I lose to many people..
