You're you. That's actually amazing. You are unique and special and deserve love. People might call you weird, but they're just as weird as you. You should always try to improve, but never lose track of who you are. Social standards are dumb. The only one that makes any sense is don't hurt people. So what if you want to wear socks that don't match, or just don't care about what you wear at all? And who cares if you think a trend is stupid? I've been working on self-improvement and realized that ditching these social expectations is half of the battle. Don't be ashamed of your interests, but don't try and shove them down somebody's throat. Continue improving, but look at how far you've come!
Credits for helping me improve are my mom and @-EndlessOcean-