hello this is a more serious project, n-no jokes im not happy at home right now, my family is.. difficult, as you may know im transgender and im finally sticking with a name, bill. and my dad is finding my tranness and my name hard and that hurts. i talked to mum and it ended in me having a mental breakdown. a really bad one, basically i stopped breathing right, ran outside in the dark screaming at myself and lied on the grass telling myself to die while i was curled up on the ground and screaming that im a freak. i couldn't breath or concentrate then mum came out after a while and helped me up, i was still crying and couldn't breath, she helped me walk to my room and say good night to dad then i lied down in my bed still crying and not breathing right, she got me to breath and read a book and she got me water. i slept then i cried in the morning and missed the bus. at school i didnt go to the internet safety thing so i stayed in a room with some other guys. im there right now (12:43 pm 6/02/2020) i dont know what will happen when i go home. i hope life gets better but im in a bad spot right now. b-bai g-guys
song~ cavetown everything is temporary (sticks and stones)
