I Have Depression, and I've had it for a while and I'm not stopping my coding just because of one hurdle, may be a really tough hurdle but I'm not letting that get in my way and neither should you. I am drowning in depression. I don't like to let people in because i'm scared of they'll say or do because I let them in, and it's wierd because I don't want to ask for help I want someone to save me from really really deep pool of depression.
Thank you to @DragonSlayer6479