AGH. Okay so Scratch hates me so much right now that it decided to take everything I just typed for a good 3 hours maybe now to say it had bad words in there and then say the description was too long or just erase half the original context so If you have questions or wanna talk with me about whats going on with my life i guess?? Just shoot me a question. Long story semi-short though; 2020 is seriously trying to kill all of us and this year has been totally even worse than last year, and 2020 wanted to throw any even worse surprise for me- BEDBUGS!!! yaay. Q~Q So basically, crap quality hotel we hit before hitting the plane to go to Hawaii may have given us bedbugs and Im alone knowing we may have bedbugs, well... technically just me... though there is one funny factor to all of this and its how I found out I HAD them.... well, not really. But what makes it funny was something adorable my bf said that did lead me to finding out abt my bedbugs... yall can ask whatever questions yall want about this i guess.... announcement/vent(?). Also super scared to try n tell parents abt how i found out n crap so wish me luck... I tried telling them as soon as they found out but they were heavy asleep... @~@ I may take a small hiatus so if it seems im ignoring yall or neglecting yall, not the case. I love you all so very much but I need time to recuperate and school has been very stressing to top it all of with more personal issues. I may also drop most events and things Im working in or working ON because of this and just not enough time to focus and get it done; also my inspiration and energy has been drained. I may still work on some things but it'd be things more flexible and able to work oaround whenever I need. :) Sorry for dropping everything, if I can ill pick it back up later but not sure if that'll be possible by then. Anyways, just shoot me a message if you have any questions or would like to talk. I may ramble alot like i did here even though this was supposed to stay short.. so sorry about that if i do so. Thank you for sticking with me to the end, love yall. <3 - - - one reason im also giving up on even trying to explain in full detail here is cos well,,,, i think scratch hates me?? and plus,, i started typing the original message around maybe 7? maybe 6:30... and then it was halfway deleted after it said bad language detected so yeah.... im burnt out because its now 8:41 AM. TwT so goodmorning/goodnight fam
