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I don't know why I keep on doing this to myself half of these podcasts just are terrible. My mental health has definitely gotten worse ever since I started making these just stop DhillyFan12412. The flames are rising. I hate my character it's terrible and ugly and disgusting. I can't even go to any rehab center cause of the corona virus everything is piling. I woke up this morning with this weight on my chest I have no clue what to do. It's not getting better DhillyFan. Stop doing it too yourself. Your doing this for the people not for yourself not everything has to be for other people you need to do some things for yourself. You need to end it. But I like the attention but I hate the depression. Just stop doing it. I shouldn't of made this account. Now it will just draw suspicion if I leave the account. I hate my voice and everyone else hates my voice. I hate my giggle and everyone else hates my giggle. I hate my hair and everyone else hates my hair. I hate my drawings and everyone else hates my drawings. I hate myself and everyone else hates myself even my family. My mom said it's the last straw if i keep this up. I just don't know what to do whenever I get sad this is just terrible I shouldn't of made the account. I literally need to just never get on here again. But they want it so I will continue the DhillyFan12412 podcast.
