@nednilclan has sadly passed on April 3d, 2020, and i'm seriously crying. she inspired me ever since i found out about her. I feel guilty that i only think of ppl that i follow as "fellow scratchers who's art is cool". i think of them more of huge inspirations who i look up on, and get inspired by. i will still be inspired from neds work, and i hope you all will to. Wherever you are ned, i hope you are happy and safe, safe from cancer. You lived a amizing 20 years, ned. oh my gosh this is so emotional. I know she had lived a happy life, but it was too soon. tho all of us are sad, we will get thru this. Im feeling worse since i found out. im felling like everything is my fault, and im feeling more pressure to tell my parents that im lesbian. It hurts. im really sorry guys, i decided to turn commenting off for awile. And ned, wherever or whoever you are, i hope your happy. My hands are shaking and my breath is fast. i have this weird feeling.
