Uggggh!! I hate being quarantined so much! I just want to go to school. I want to see my friends, sure I call them, but it's not the same. I hate being stuck at home. The worst part is all the freaking school work!!! I never have free time, every day I'm doing school work from about 9:00am(ish) to 6:00pm and by the time I'm done, I don't have the motivation to do ANYTHING. I wish that I could use this time out of school to hang out with my family, do art, make projects, or do something that I like but NO, I'm stuck doing tons of work. I hate it and I just want it to end. I've been trying to stay optimistic and not let all this negativity get to me but it's so haaaaaaaaaard. I even look a mess. At first I would get dressed, do my hair, etc. and care about how I looked even though the only people seeing me were my family, but I've pretty much given up. I still care a little about how I look but not that much (I'm super extra so it's weird that I've stopped caring). At least I haven't started wearing sweat pants, if you ever catch me wearing something besides jeans and wearing some comfortable pants that's how you know that I've completely given up. Also, I've been getting no sleep. But you know what? I'm going to keep pushing through no matter what. I'm going to make an effort every day to have a positive attitude and show corona that it has nothing on me. I plan on making a bit of a motivational project soon so look out for that. But anyways, please stay safe, take care of yourself, and make today a GREAT day! I hope to see you around. And just know that we are all in this together. <3
