cradles. it does get hard to breathe. my breath cuts short and i stop breathing and i have to run and get an enhalor. but ill pretend nothin happened. and im gonna vent if i want, because im allowed to have feelings, and you hurt mine badly to the extent of nearly commiting purpose death. honestly i should apologize but like im not the only one? id be more willing to forgive you than the other person because that was the final straw, thats what made me despise both of you so much. subject change. i hurt myself. this is the 3rd time since drama and everything broke out and literally idk what to do. everything hurts and every corner i turn leads into a darker pit of doom and my life spiraled downwards from then on out. i dont know what to do with my life and ive tried to end it once, but i couldnt bear too because i thought of my friends and family. people on scratch are so toxic and rude, and i wanna throw up so badly rn. but im supposed to be happy. I turn 12 today. but nope, people dont understand words hurt. somebody accused me of copying art OC things and that really hurt, really badly, considering she was a friend and just,,,, and somebody stole my art (theyarebanned) and i cant really bear much anymore,,,,
