Song from Adventure Time Artwork by me recommended by: @Kiwi014
So some backstory.... this year has been really hard for me and I think I should tell you guys finally what has been going on with me. so at the beginning of the year I started off school with a ton of clubs and after school activities so my stress levels have increased... then well i don't want to go into much detail but one of my grandparents died and that was extremely hard for me. I was self diagnosed with Death Anxiety. I took a test online and results came out with it. If you don't know what death Anxiety is well in a nutshell it's fearing the death of you or a loved one. So for many many nights I haven't been sleeping. thankfully with the help of my friends and family I overcame it. life was going pretty smoothly until recently. My boyfriend broke up with me and we were dating for almost 2 years at the time. he was always there for me and without him I felt lost. a few weeks after he let me go my school was shut down because of the pandemic. I am a social person and not being with any of my friends for a long period of time is life changing. The stress has once build back up to me and I Have been constantly a nervous reck. my anxiety is slowly coming back. When I heard Everything stays I remembered those times when I was a little girl and everyday I used to say, "today was the best day ever because-" and then I would explain why. I have lost this brightness in my life and it has pushed be back into the darkest of alleys. even though the world seems like doom and gloom there still is soe light out of all of this and I need to find it. This year has been tough but I know that I can push through it! thank you for reading my story and understanding my condition and I wish you guys well.
