Yesterday I posted on my wall saying that I was bisexual. A little bit earlier I said that I was biromantic as I had identified as demisexual then. Now I know that I am just bisexual and I did a lot of self-discovery yesterday. I had kind of known in my heart that I was bisexual since I learned about the term a while ago (last year). However, even when I came out in September 2019 as genderqueer, I still didn't address my sexuality until much later. I had buried this part of me so deep before I came out because I was afraid of what people would do to me and how that would affect the life I wanted. I thought that I only liked guys for such a long time, until...one day one of my friends put her head on my shoulder (she had a crush on me then). I...don't really know what I was feeling at that moment. The best way to describe it is sheer, unbridled gay (I was born female). However, this feeling was quickly shut down. I was in a constant state of denial. Oof. WELL THANKS FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK GUYS XD UwU OwO UwO
