Song: UTM His Theme ~ ~ ~ So, this is a little ventish, I'll admit that much. So I drew Silva, and I've been thinking: I am less motivated than I was in 2018 - I have numerous filled sketchbooks/notebooks, and, though I've already filled 5 school notebooks with doodles this year (before the closure) I drew more while I was on @Dangopebble - when I didn't have to care about being active in an rp, and the rp I /was/ involved in was more of a close-knit community of friends,,,friends who were all younger than me, and most have left. I have made new friends ofc, that I like better than my old ones, whoops-! Anyways, I was looking through my sketchbooks and I kinda was hit with that feeling, where you think you've been getting better, but you're becoming worse. I don't mean at art, that has 500% improved (i'm embarrassed of my old art) but I mean, motivation-wise, I have been lacking. I have been focusing more on rps instead of my art/animation and it's caused horrible art blocks. I might take a hiatus from rp'ing for a time, just so I can get some animating done -- i really want animation to become my profession someday and I need to work on it now, and, well, with the pandemic keeping me inside with my technology, it's basically saying "hey, work on animation" So, umm, yea, I drew Silva because she's been by my side since before I knew what a furry was (no, I am not a furry, I am just saying that that's how long I've had her) and, tbh, I kinda miss using her as a main OC -- so I /might/ add her to the roster which is currently: !! MAIN OCS !! - Mint - Hamlet - Silva(maybe) ~ ~ ~ So there, I animated a little blink if you wait a bit. I'm going to try daily streaming and, it looks like I might hit 250 tomorrow, so, umm, thank you ^w^ I don't deserve it at all, and umm,,,,go follow @diamondmist5 and surprise her upcoming birthday. ~ ~ ~ I don't want to stop writing,,,so I'll spit some random facts: - I was in the Undertale fandom when I still hated Undertale, and then I watched someone play it - I watched Deltarune before I watched Undertale - I can't play those games but I really want to - I'm saving up for a computer (like, a Windows laptop) so that (a) i have a personal computer and (b) so I can start easing out of mobile drawing - My old art is heavily inspired by Ava G and she remains my favorite animator - My idols//inspirations are Ava G and - I really like Angel Food Cake - My birthday this year was a quarantine birthday - I hate driving - Camp was postponed due to the councilors living in other countries and are unable to make it in time for the opening - My first week of overnight will be during Staff Training and the second week will be during my sister's week of camp (i get to go two weeks because I'm in the Leadership Challenge [L.C] program - next year I'll be an Apprentice and get to stay for a month) - I love camp, it's what I look forward to every year - I designed Xmln during camp - Subscribe to my YouTube channel: RavioliCatti - I have been banned before - I am 15 and older than most of my online friends + some irl ones - I talk to my online friends more than I do to my irl friends - I hate humanity ~ ~ ~ okay, imma sleep now, g'night y'all please give me comments i love talking to people hmm...if you've read this far, either: - ask me a question to answer or - tell me your opinion on !! unsweetened !! black tea (cold) ~ ~ ~
