so one of my friends got a gf and im happy for them but also super jealous. I didn't know why at first, I assumed it was because I wanted a gf so desprately, but then I realized something. I think I have a crush on her. And yet she's already in a relationship. I had no feelings for her before today and I've always considered her a friend. But now my brain decided to like her? When she just got into a relationship on the same day? and on top of that, I also had 2 panic attacks today AND broke my chair. I dont understand why this keeps happening to me I get feelings for someone that is out of my league. Do any of you remember to @ro-sse incident? I knew they had a two-way crush with someone but yet I still had feelings for them. I'm so tired, i just wanna sleep and get rid of today. but it's literally the morning the day is yet to end and i already feel like s*** I dont wanna live anymore. I just wanna pass away peacefully But I can't I can't make myself do it. I hope she doesn't find ths project
