The pause in the song is a bleeped out swear word
Lyrics go as followed I don't even want to watch it last I just wanna bask in shattered glass Pick each fragment up one at a time Shards inside my skin Want you to tell me that I'm broken That I'm finally choking I'm not worth the rhyme I'm just a dime, a rusty token Tell me that I'm ****** up Mentally unstable Tell me that I care too much About my whole damn fable I just want your body I don't want your mind I just want a noose around my neck to pass the time I just want a god, please, rather roll my dice I don't wanna watch the light Extinguish from your eyes Bones are laced with oil I'll just burn my name, no toil I just want my way, so spoiled How are you today? I'll tell you that I'm broken That I'm finally choking I'm not worth the rhyme I'm just a dime, a rusty token Flooded wishing wells are Where I like to spend my days I'd bathe in pools to dwell But wish I could just wash away Now tell me that I'm I don't want to watch it last I won't recycle the past The way you smile, cannot ever beat that The space between our laughter always felt sad Jam a stick between my spokes I will never feel at home The way you cry, they cannot ever beat that The space between our tears had always felt mad I don't really want to learn I just want to watch you squirm In my palm, relax Hiding in the walls Don't let go Takes a certain personality, to drive me to thin sanity I know my place Tastes like blood But I won't let go
