╔══════ ∘◦ ✾ ◦∘ ═══════╗ ⠀⠀ ⠀I like you, say it back... ╚══════ ∘◦ ❈ ◦∘ ═══════╝ Calico she-cat: Willow/Me as a cat Black and white tabby tom: Milo/My crush as a cat Art: NOT mine, I can't remember who did it but I got it off Google Background: Google Music: Sweet Tooth by Cavetown Coding: The little that there is? Me. Sooooo this is a scene that only happens in my fantasies. IF YOU DO NOT CARE ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE THAT IS FINE AND JUST DON'T READ AFTER THIS OK, explanation time: I have something, I don't know what it's called, but if I can't communicate with someone I want to communicate with for a long period of time I get really sad. Not like depressed sad but close to it. I think yesterday was the final day I could handle being away from my crush... Let's call him K because that's the first letter of his name. K has a girlfriend, E, and they've broke up once and then gotten back together thanks to E, so I have been hopeful that K and E would break up again because I REALLY REALLY like this dude, okay? We only had 3rd period together in school, and that was P.E. I loved playing soccer with him and he is quite good, but I was also on his hockey team. I think I started liking him when we were playing hockey, back in January? And I hit the puck (Keep in mind I wasn't participating for the last three days) and he started to cheer for me like "Go W! Good job!" And I started to blush. Now I'mma drop some science on you. So, according to scientific studies, a crush usually lasts about four months, and it's been about four months since the first day I liked him, and I still feel a strong longing to be with him, so I'm thinking it might be a bit more than a crush? Also according to science (Cuz I'm smart) If you can't sleep at night, you might be awake in someone's dreams and I haven't been able to sleep very well the past couple weeks. That doesn't necessarily mean it is K dreaming about me, but I still wanted to point that out. The LAST science fact I will tell you is that if you think about someone, chances are they were thinking about you first. The last few weeks I haven't been able to sleep, K has been popping into my mind even when I've finally distracted myself from him, and it's startled even myself. I have a picture of him in my yearbook, and I look at it maybe twice a week? In hard weeks I look at it twice a day, and it keeps me going. I also cannot stop texting my friends about him, and having dreams about him. I miss him soooo much, so if y'all have any ideas on how to keep my mind off him/how to start not missing him anymore, I am open to ALL suggestions! Thanks for reading my rant btw, that was long lol.
