ik alot of people are using me for popularity and money...I'll just keep it to myself..JUST USE ME AND DON'T USE SOMEBODY ELSE!! I kinda like it that people don't care abt how I feel and all they want is my money and want to be popular...idk why but I got back with my ex bf....who called me an attention seeker...and the first thing he asked for was money....I'm letting him use me because I don't want him to use anybody else...ik he thinks that I love him tbh I don't....anf he doesn't love me he just wants my money so why not give it to him.....not like no-one will care....ik if he doesn't get what he wants he'll use somebody else and I don't want them to go through that...so I'm sacrificing myself....i'll be fine! don't worry abt me....im f-fine...totally not loosing it....i tried telling my friends but they don't really care...so technically I have no friends I say I do but I don't because all they do is use me! and I think all of them are ignoring me idk why! I didn't do anything...probably someone told them smt false abt me and they believe it....oh well. everyone either uses me or play with my heart..and thats why I have no friends, I'm stubborn. I don't let people in that easily but yet I let them use me (makes no sense) oh well...you can think your in love when your really in pain...
