I loved and I loved and I lost you....and it hurts like hell! what was so wrong with me that made you hate me so much?? and no one can tell me that there's nothing wrong with me because obviously there is since my ex bf hated me so much that he would take it this far!! I still have notes we passed to each other in class...a-and...h-his h-hoodie...i just wanna talk to him....i just wanna leave things on a positive note in life...i keep relapsing because of him...yes I'm aware its not healthy...i j-just can't escape my thoughts..