slight flashing warning? Idrk if this even counts
This really isn't a good month for me. Second ventalation in a row. Well, I guess because I don't share many projects in the first place, so vents would probably occur more often than that. I want to scream sometimes, but I'm stuck in a house. I don't know sometimes if I really am fine in solitude. I usually don't hang out with friends, but nor do I shuttle indoors and hiss at the slightest detection of light. That being said, I am a third wheel/clown. (Not neccisarily in a relationship, though I have third wheeled my friend's past relationship), and I like being one. It's fun, and when people laugh, it feels great. But, again, being the odd one out sometimes feels a bit lonely. My parents always tell me that my temper and other bad habits will inhibit me in life. What they don't understand is that I act completely different when I'm outside than when talking to them. Our relationship is different, and it's frustrating sometimes that they don't realize that. I realize that my parents grew up in a different time, it's just so ...stupid.
