Hi, I’m making this because I want everyone to know that when you do something you shouldn’t be doing to your body, you’re gonna have consequences that you might not like. So... I don’t even know where to begin to explain why this happened to me without getting run over by the scratch police. So don’t worry, I wasn’t bleeding or anything, there were no sharp objects involved, I did not mean for this to happen. Now to be fair, there were also bad things before this, but this just hit me like a bag of bricks. I was experiencing things like my heart beating really quickly even when I wasn’t scared, my legs being wobbly or twitching out, and stuff like that, on about a daily basis as of recent. Quote from when it happened (these were to my friend): “Huh” “help help” “help help help” “I put my hands on my face” “and they’re way away now” “but it still feels like they’re on my face” “it hurts” It felt like I was still squishing my face (I had squished my face because it’s what I do when I’m uncomfortable and I was going through everything else I listed earlier) and it was the worst thing I’ve ever experienced I think. It wasn’t more painful then hitting my chin but it was just terrifying. I basically have to drink water every ten minutes or this won’t stop happening to me so I’m gonna try to stop doing what’s causing it but it might take a bit sO please don’t do things that aren’t healthy to do :(
