There's an emptiness inside me. I can't see it, I can't find it, but I know it's there. Trying to suppress me, push me into depression. I have to win, but how do you fight something you can't see? Sometimes it goes away, but it always comes back. It's pulling me towards the edge. I can't let it win. "I can fake a laugh, I can force a smile."
Music-Karma by AJR I know people are going to say, " Are you ok?" " I'm here for you." and stuff like that. I don't know if i'm ok. I can never tell. I know my friends support me, but this is my battle, my fight. There is nothing anyone can do about it except me. I'm trying. I'm far away from the edge, very far, but the string keeping me stabilized is fragile. It won't take much to break. It won't take much to shatter. It won't take much to fall into the pit.
