I-Im sorry. I did something horrible just to see how things went and they just made m feel guilty in the end. Im not saying what I did but it wasn't okay of me to do that. Now I feel so stressed and anxious. I will still work on art just to get things done but I wont be back for a couple days. I am getting all my parts done as soon as I come back and Im sorry but this is how we are going to be.
I feel so horrible. Im useless. Im insecure. Im an idiot. I cant control myself. I take things too far. I cant do anything right.