So, I'm going on a semi-hiatus. I won't be sharing projects for a few weeks, but I'll still be here to chat and maybe join a couple of DTA's or contests :). But that's not the focus. I am not going anywhere. Everyone I know is getting 300+ and doing great, but I'm not. I'm just stuck with 38 followers and 2 views on most projects. I know this sounds so...incredibly selfish and it is selfish :/ but today all of my messages were studio invites and studio activity. Nearly nobody goes on my profile to talk to me, I always have to comment on theirs which makes me come off as desperate and annoying. But this is probably worse, it makes me seem desperate, selfish, jealous, and only caring about being popular. But it's just not faiiiiiir... Why do I have to end up stuck with nothing while everyone else thrives? And it also happens irl too, everyone is so much better than me at the things that I love to do that it makes me think that everyone is lying to me, especially my best friend, who lives in another country and lies a lot. But she just does it because she's insecure, which is also sad. Anyways thanks for listening to my dumb rant. If you wanna talk comment on my profile :[
