☞ note: hey, guys, so I don't know how much longer I'll be on scratch. I haven't been active lately, and honestly, it's been sorta great. I feel less obligated to check my messages and catch up on everything. And at one point, I'll have to leave. don't worry, not yet, but I just wanted to explain I guess.
☞ anyways, I saw this design and instantly fell in love with it! It's simple but at the same time full of potential and the colors,,, ahh they're perfect! and oh my gosh, the two colors, it just ties it all up really nicely!!! @Ana_mations, you're really good at designing characters! They all looked amazing, but I guess this one was calling my name :) if I'm lucky enough to win this guy I would totally make him my main. ☞ name ideas: Kyril, Miles, Milo, Felix. ☞ backstory (from his perspective): Sometimes things just don't feel right. Things you live with your entire life will always seem to be out of place, no matter how much you try to make it fit. You could spend your entire life-changing it, but nothing ever seems to work. But what if that "thing" wasn't really a thing. What if it were a being. Living, with real emotions, real dreams, and real fears. Maybe fearing that /it/ is the one out of place. Maybe wishing it could fit and find the place it's supposed to be. They could waste years and years searching for this place, only to find that it isn't real. There is no "home," no sanctuary to turn to, no person to vent to. Nothing. It's like falling down a seemingly bottomless hole. You know you're gonna hit the bottom, but you never know when. And it's impossible to make your way back to the top without hitting the rock bottom. You've gotta fall before you can get back up. And trust me, climbing up is the hardest thing ever. It takes everything you've got to not let go of everything you've done and fall back to the bottom. However, soon, you'll realize that you aren't supposed to belong You'll find falling is okay. You don't need to be on your feet to move and progress forward. You don't need society to take you under its wing. The whole reason you could never find that refuge, that safe place, was because it didn't exist. And now it's your job to make it a reality. I have fallen down that rabbit hole many times, and I know that number will only get bigger. But I have learned where I need to go to get out of it which makes falling a little less scary. In fact, I have grown stronger. My scars remind me of everything I've done to reach where I am now. ☞ song: kitchen sink - twenty-one pilots (literally the best band ever,, this song makes me wanna cry) "No one else is dealing with your demons so maybe defeating them could be the beginning of your meaning, friend."
