honestly how I actually look right now...thats how much I've let his stupid words get to me and are whole fight get to me...I've re entered my depression...I THINK IM GOING INSANE!! the voices...are getting louder...my heart is getting heaver making it harder to breath...my sleeves are getting longer to hide the cuts and bruises..that I've caused and my parents have caused me...IF YOU WANT LOVE YOUR GANNA HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE PAIN!!! YOUR GOING TO LEARN HOW TO CHANGE!! IF YOU WANT LOVE!! I LOVED HIM AND DOES HE NO HE JUST SAYS OH YEAH THERE WILL BE OTHER GIRLS WHO WONT PLAY WITH MY HEART!!! HAHAHA YOU PLAYED MINE!!! YOU PLAYED MINE I NEVER PLAYED YOURS!!! MY DEPRESSION CAME BACK BECAUSE OF YOU AND THE THINGS YOU HAVE SAID TO ME IN ARE WHOLE FIGHT!!! W-why...whats so wrong with me..#crying #cutting #popping Pills #ready To Die I'm honestly ready to die I did the pills did the cuts what more do you want from me!!!!
