even if we both break down tonight and you say you hate me and we go to bed angry i know everything will be alright i'll be here waiting i promise i'm changing i just need a little time to show you i'm worth it i know that i can be a difficult person i'm a stress case drive you up the wall when i'm working actually i'm prolly worse when i'm not you don't deserve it make you nervous 'cause you know i'ma break soon every time i do i say something that hurts you actin' like i'm gone, but we both in the same room i don't like to be wrong which i know you relate to and i know i make you feel like you're at the end of your road that's when i look at you and tell you i'd be better alone that's just the pride talkin' isn't it cause both of us know i'm the definition of wreck if you look into my soul comes out the most when i feel i'm in a vulnerable place made a lot of mistakes i wish i knew how to erase when i'm afraid might get distant, and i push you away but no matter the case i'ma do whatever it takes ... two passionate people not afraid to say what they think lead to passionate conversation when it's hard to agree you know me well sittin' on the edge of my seat lookin' at life over analyzing everything always depressed tryn to find a better version of me searchin' for somethin' i knows prolly right in front of my feet stubborn as me? maybe not but you're close to it got a lot of issues I'm tryna work through 'em going to therapy for you's somethin' that's worth doing when i know you been there for me through all of my worst moments and i know it hurts knowin' that i carry this weight on my chest making it difficult for me to open up and connect a lot of regrets i apologize for all of the stress that's not what i meant to do you know i love you to death nf
