i wanna cry but i cant seem to i always fail at everything i do i lay in bed but i simply cant feel nothing around me seems remotely real i want to be happy but i simply cannot i wanna feel emotions i wanna have thoughts i cant feel a thing im empty and emotionless and yknow what i absolutely hate all of this no matter what i do i still feel empty i just wanna know is there something wrong with me i feel broken i feel alone i cant get help in my own home somebody help me im begging you please i wanna feel again i cant handle this does anyone even care?