Ik I'll be alright but I'm not tonight! I'll be ''fine'' without me but in reality all I do is write abt all of our memories we had together and all the good times...just realized they won't be at my birthday....even that were in quarantine they would have still came....and the day before we got in a fight they all asked me what I wanted for my b-day....was really pointless even telling them bc not like they'll get me smt. they all hate me...i think...My childhood friend A***** hasn't spoken a word to them ever since June 1 or me....and my friend D*** we still keep in contact and ik she still cares even though she's given me 2 chances...she still cares..:) kinda makes me feel good that she still cares abt me....and my friend B****** well umm, we still keep in contact but its very awkward between us so we don't really talk...How the hell did I loose a friends I never had..? I lost a friend....i lost my mind!
thanks to okxyleigh and sadness15
