I might delete this account, I might just leave it to what it was originally going to be. A fan account. I got popular on this account quickly because it's a popular character. I thought, "Oh, If I pretend that I'm this character, I can ditch the other account." But that's not what happening. What happening is my head is spiraling, and I'm almost mixing these personalities. I mean, I already had a lot to relate to Spinel about, but I'm almost getting rid of myself. I hate lying but that's what I've been doing this entire time. I just need to get this off my chest with the truth. I was never going to mention Kitty on this account. Because Kitty is me. I gave myself a birthday gift, because as I realize how people like Spinel so much more than me, I'm just getting more sad. I can keep this account up if I wanna use this as my "I'm drawing too much Spinel and cant post it on my main account" kind of thing. But this is something I can't keep secret anymore. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. If you want to unfollow me because of this, Go ahead. I don't deserve these follows. (Also, I know that most people know I'm not actually Spinel. It's just, I've pictured Kitty and Spinel and tried to convince myself that it was real.)
