is it just me or does this song fit Vineripple Thornstar and Nightshade PERFECTLY right now? 1) Feeling used, but I'm Still missing you and I can't See the end of this just wanna feel your kiss Against my lips and now all this time Is passing by, but I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you 2) I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her 3) I miss you when I can't sleep Or right after coffee or right when I can't eat I miss you in my front seat Still got sand in my sweaters from nights we don't remember Do you miss me like I miss you? ****** around and got attached to you Friends can break your heart too And I'm always tired but never of you (The next part he just cursed like, quite a bit so i didn't put it in) 4) Oh oh, keep it on the low You're still in love with me but your friends don't know If u wanted me you would just say so And if I were you, I would never let me go 5) I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her 6) I don't mean no harm, I just miss you on my arm Wedding bells were just alarms caution tape around my heart (again, he cursed a lot so i left it out) Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings 7) I guess this is moving on Everyone I do right does my wrong So every lonely night, I sing this song 8) I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her 9) All alone I watch you watch her Like she's the only girl you've ever seen You don't care you never did You don't give a d*mn about me Yeah all alone I watch you watch her She's the only thing you've ever seen How is it you never notice That you are slowly killing me 10) I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her
1) Vineripple feels like Thornstar 'used' her because of how fast he left her, but she still loves him and misses him, though she sometimes tries to deny it. and, when she sees him it hurts with sadness and pain, and heronfeather even pointed out how much she needed him/became dependent on his love 2) Even now, she still remembers how Thornstar used to be her enemy and now still kinda is, and sometimes she hates him/wishes she never fell in love with him. and, like mentioned so many times before, thornstar /needs/ nightshade and he gets along with her and stuff, but he /wants/ vineripple. also vine will absolutely NEVER be like nightshade XD 3) This part is thorn singing about how much he misses her, and wonders if she misses him too. She made him feel alive, and now he just feels tired all the time (in actual roleplay events, thornstar was often tired/fatigued later in his life, and Vineripple was always there to console him and encourage him) 4) Again this is Thornstar, singing about how he knows deep down that she still loves him even when she tries to hide it, but also wishes she would hurry up and forgive him 5) Same as 2 6) In actual roleplay events, thornstar told vineripple that he felt like the whole clan hated him, even his deceased mate and daughter. he loved many cats, but was often also sometimes frustrated with them, even sometimes pushing them away and 'burnt bridges' (tho never with viney) 7) He's trying to be happy with Nightshade, but is also remembering how many cats 'betrayed' him in actual roleplay, and in the book how he feels like at times night only cares for herself and wont stand by him when he needs her most, remembering what vine told him 8) again, same as 2 9) Vineripple feels hurt and hopeless as Thornstar tries to move on with Nightshade, remembering how close they were even as kits ('she's the only thing you've ever seen'). on the second part thornstar is also singing though, remembering how Vineripple has always hated nightshade, (and kind've become obsessed with her) and how its 'killing' him bc of how much they hate each other. Vineripple feels really alone, and sometimes even doubts thornstar's love for her, (you dont give a d*mn about me) thinking she's not worthy of it. it also 'kills' her to see them together 10) again, Vineripple and Thornstar are admitting how they both like each other even though sometimes they try not to. then it switches to just vineripple, who is now feeling inferior to Nightshade, but knows she will never change herself to be more like nightshade for anyone Song by gnash I didn't actually put it in here cuz i'd have to cut it and bleep stuff out and i just didn't want to, but you can easily find it on youtube ^^
