This is the real me talking. And it's not like I'm acting differently than who I actually am on Scratch, but i just feel like I'm losing sight of why I'm here. I don't know if you understand what I'm saying, but just think of the different world you enter when you log on to Scratch. It's becoming too separate from real life, and I'm trying to link them together. I want to be the same person in both places. xD I feel like I'm writing nonsense- Anyways, I want to do some stuff to try and connect everything. So I'm just going to tell you about me. I have a really close friend that I've known since I was a baby. She's always there for me, and has the best advice. I really don't know where i'd be without her. She feels more like family than a friend, you know? She's a really important part of my life, that's why I'm saying that. Also, (oof this is hard to say) but I still sleep with a stuffed animal. You might think I'm way too old for it, but I will never agree xD My stuffed animal is a bunny, and it's why I'm so obsessed with bunnies. It's all worn out. It used to be pink, but now it's grey :> I just call it 'bunny'. Bunny has helped me through a lot of hard times. I'm really close with my extended family. Well, on my mom's side. I don't really know why I'm including this, but I feel like it really factors into my identity. I know not everyone has this kind of relationship with their family, so I feel lucky to have it. My oldest cousin graduated college about a year ago. She. just got engaged too. But I love that I can always count on them loving me, no matter how awkward or weird I am. Another thing is I have really bad social anxiety. I got to know myself a lot over the course of this road-trip (my aunt is a guidance counselor, so she helped me) and I'm trying to work on it. Some things that happen to me: Whenever I get called on in class, my eyes start to water. It's really embarrassing because it looks like I'm crying xD I also never know how to position myself physically when I'm talking to someone. I probably look so awkward- And I cOnstantly am crossing my arms. It's kind of a defense mechanism. Gosh, I think this is really good for me. I feel like a weight is being lifted as I write this. Uhhh what elseeee! There is a lot more trust me- Something random: I lOve spicy foods. Takis are like my favorite food ever :> I also love spicy ramen, salsa, uhh anything spicy except vegetable and chocolate. This is getting really random so I'm going to move on. My real favorite shows (I'm scared to say this): The Good Place, Alexa and Katie and Fuller House (my guilty pleasures), Merlin Alexa and Katie really reminds me of me and my bff I was talking about before. That's why I feel really close to that show <3 Nooo I just wrote something and it didn't save ;w; Must write it again. Wait... I forgot what I just wrote xD I don't remember what I was writing before, so I'll just do something else until I remember :> Uh, so I have a dog named Newton. He's a white-ish/butterscotch color, and adorable. Now Newton is not the brightest of dogs. But he's the best of them in my opinion <3 He'll be seven on October 20th. Sometimes I tell Newton things that I tell no one else. He's kind of like my confidant. I've been writing for over 30 minutes now xD But I feel so much better. I think I might make another project similar to this, we'll see :)
