This is a vent I guess. I had this teacher in primary school who I luckily will never have to see again that was just overall a jerk to me. I didn't think it was super extreme what he was doing, I was just a dumb kid and I was in the wrong is what I told myself when I got home but when I was at school I wanted to punch him in the face because he made me so mad. Last night I had a dream where I went back to my primary school as a high school student (My school did work experience so I guess thats what that was) and in the dream he made me more mad then ever, after that I realised that he made me into the angry person I am. Ive always been angry since I was a really little kid, I have anger issues still, my anger was on and off, one year I would decide hat I would be happy and accept when somebody said no to me and not get angry at my brother and sister, then the next year I would just be really angry and constantly be yelling at my brother and sister. Then when I was like 11 I realised that what im doing is dumb and I haven't really been that angry like that anymore. I realised my teacher made me into the most angry person I have ever been, he probably wasnt doing it on purpose but still he did, I used to think about punching people I hated in their stupid faces and I still do now just because im so angry at them. I always wondered why I was just so angry and now I know that my teacher was the one who pretty much fuelled my anger. I pretty much just repeated myself most of that lol
That's not the only thing making me kinda sad theres other stuff but id rather not talk about that, its nothing serious I just dont know how to put it into words since its the main thing making me so sad This song makes me happy and sad, its Sunshine and butterflies by comfi beats/lilypichu my love my queen lilypichu oh and michael REEEEEves I found lily through michael if you dont who who michael reeves is.... REEEEEEE the king and queen the cutest couple... michael and lily is his name mykull or michael... aaaaAAAAAAAHHHH
