So I'm taking a break, from scratch and my laptop entirely for my mental health. No need to freak out or anything but I feel like I'm relying to much on scratch and my online friends for company. I post projects mostly for the sake of it hoping for attention and same with art. I don't enjoy it anymore. I'm getting upset that people don't pay that much attention to my projects, it's so so stupid and yet it still hurts. All the drama is pulling me down like a weight and it's getting unhealthy. I'm losing touch with the people in my life who matter the most. I spend all day looking at a screen hoping for social interaction. Irl I was a loser in school, it never really bothered me before surrounded my people who supported me.But now they're gone and I'm feeling really insecure and upset. Quarantine is building up on that stress and is the reason things got so bad. I need to fix the mess of my life. I'm gonna be offline at least until aug 1st if longer I'll tell you guys. No one probably cares but oh well . I'm going to reconnect with my friends and family and try to find joy in the things I used to love again. I love you guys.
