!!LOTS AND LOTS OF KETCHUP!! and self harm too but- Coding: @202700000 (typing that username is a pain) Art: Me Character: uhh- idk honestly ...I FORGOT THE BACK HAIR- whatever. Original meme: idk lol Song: idk but credit to them lol Vent: ..i don't understand. i try to do whatever i love to do and get yelled at and beaten for it but i can abuse myself and walk away ignored. i don't understand why my family had to do this to me. i'm 12. they should understand that i like to eat snacks and like to sleep in. i get yelled at for doing both. but i can starve myself and get no sleep and nobody will care. what use am i in this family? to be something to pour all anger onto? i'm frustrated. why do they do this? why can't i just live in happiness? i want to be happy. but i can't. because my family must always ruin it. why am i here? aren't i a failure? my family calls me a failure. i can't even speak out to them because it's irrelevant apparently. apparently i'm not supposed to cry. apparently big girls don't feel sad. but i am. i am sad. and there's nothing i can do.
