Hi. Umm as you can see from the title i have decided to leave scratch. Before i explain, here are some messages to my friends: @Lozanooo You helped me through this and i almost didn't want to leave scratch because of you. I've always tried to be interested in theater like you. Whenever you really like some theater realated a try to find intrest in it. I was always one step behind you though. I really just want to get on your "what i'm working on" friend list, but i guess im just not good enough @cloudleon Charlie i have always looked up to you. You are way more popular than i am and you are really successful. I love drawing with you on aqqie, (especially if it's Elmo in jail) You were one of my best friends on scratch. Lozanoo will have her part back in The schylar sisters collab because i will be gone. @Foxspirit113 You probably don't count me as a friend. I don't know if you know i exist at all. Your art is so good! You're so popular! You even got one of your memes on trending! I remixed the meme you remixed with my art but it got zero views. That one time where charlie shared her story, you thought i was a stranger and you thought i said something that was mean. you yelled at me and hurt my feelings. Charlie corrected you but you never apologized and i still remember it like it was yesterday. @MedusaExistsHere You were a great friend even tho you had me tuned out of your life. i remember i really liked the moss map you were hosting. I did three parts and i even made a separate account so i could so a fourth part. I'm super sad you are gone now and i really miss you :'( ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Now that I've cleared that up i want to talk about why i want to leave. The main reason i want to leave is because of self-doubt. I feel strongly that i am not good enough. Nobody even watches my projects. I want to have friends who are like me. Who feel how i feel. Who knows what it feels like to have nobody like you. i used to have 3 friends like that. They all skyrocketed and became super popular. every projects they made got more than 50 views as its lucky for me to even get 10 views. Anyways, I was not going to leave scratch this morning because of my friends convincing me not to. Then today during my class me and my real-life friend got into a huge argument. I ended up telling her about my self doubt and my insecurities. She was really sad, until she got mad at me again for something again. She said i don't deserve good friends like her. She said i was worthless and i was bad at art anyways. Me and her aren't friends anymore. I started thinking if that was true, and now i want to leave. I'm just not good enough. For anyone. I know that the only way to actually get popular is to follow everybody.
