too much. not enough. I can't wrap my head around how to say this. I dont know how to say this. it will disappoint you. disappoint me. I'll start from the begining. I bite more than I could chew. Now i'm choking in the aftermath with stress that will not stop. I guess i'll have to rip of the bandage. no, more like peel of wax from my skin. The reason i am off scratch is not totally school. It's the stress, the idea i need to please everyone, do anything to help everyone. It's easier to shut people out than let them in. I have been doing that for far too long. I do not think i am fully leaving scratch. But i doubt that i am going to be on very much either. im sorry i dont understand either i too much.
